my fortress, my prison,

When the walls,
start closing in,
i stand tall,
and wear the stone,
like second skin,
nothing can get in,
but nothing can get out,
tats y none can hear,
my shouts,
no matter how loud,
Ive sealed myself in,
an impregnable fortress,
nothing can get within,
without breaking first,
thats how its always been,
coz strong i be must,
in this world of sin,
to get through obstacles past,
to succeed, to win,
but now im pinned,
to this curse,
I, my own tartarus,
my emotions,
freedom they thirst,
but my fortress,
my prison,
it keeps them in,
till the walls may burst,
from within,
a way out of myself,
i am seeking,
but theres no valve, even,
and i keep praying,
my sanity,
from being taken,
before i lose it, completely,
and lay broken,
so hear my plea,
as my skies darken,
My Lord harken,
fill me,
up with energy,
to fly again,
high and free,
like the mighty falcon,
above any sea,
thats shaken, and
my will restored,
reawakened.

Godlover

i wrote tis one in class..pretty short though..not sure wen but i knew it was last week..was reali insecure, n i guess i still m sometimes..

Im scared,
of losing my poetry,
so Lord help me,
make me see,
You and me,
forever, together,
we make,
beautiful poetry.

i wrote this one after that..was thinking how people always praise the moon..so i thought of writing one that contradicts all that instead and have a little fun..

I stood in my room,
Looking at the moon,
shining,
thinking its time,
i started rhyming,
the moon, and how,
its been lying, coz
we praise the moon,
for what it has,
beauty,
taken from the sun's flares,
like a pauper,
a king's cloak he wears,
it may fit,
but it will tear,
coz the sun's responsibility,
the moon cannot bear,
giving life,
to this world we share,
But we dont care,
we think its true,
the moon and the,
lies it tells you,
stealing from the sun,
taking his light,
for its own,
this robbery, going on,
all year round,
every night, till
dawn is born,
Yet we dont see,
we tink its sweet,
when lovers swoon,
over the moon,
making it tunes and songs,
But i tell you,
we've got it all wrong,
its the sun,
this raw white force,
that deserves applause,
coz should it pause,
even for a second,
our lives would be lost,
without even,
time to repent,
lands by chaos shaken,
and turned to dust,
leaving nothing to last,
even the moon, its phase,
so lets praise,
the sun instead,
without it,
the moon's just,
another dark,
pimpled face

Godlover

If Mine, then Forever

Im lonely, yearning,
for some company,
not friends,
i have many,
Im talking bout the one,
who would always,
stick by me,
laughing, even when,
others dont see,
the humour in me,
her smile,
would light up my day,
keeping all other,
temptations, at bay,
one whose inner beauty shines,
intellectual, or maybe just,
a little lively of mind,
of course, hers should be,
a heart thats kind,
a unflawed diamond,
she would be to me,
if i find,
such a woman,
forever to be mine,
Id never hurt her,
Id never lie,
coz if i see her tear,
il start to cry,
her imperfections,
i would ignore,
coz im not perfect myself,
and she would know,
so id always try,
to keep my tandrum low,
always carrying her,
through life's blows,
following her,
wherever her heart may,
choose to go,
even if it means,
my own sorrow,
coz no matter wad,
her sins,
my love for her,
would only grow,
So if ur the one for me,
hearing this,
hope u got the gist,
of this love list,
Il treat u like a queen,
i promise u this,
sealed forever,
with my kiss.

Godlover

The Lord taught,

My Lord, taught me
something today,
by making my aunt say,
i pray,
the wrong way,
and i got mad,
coz i love,
my Lord alot,
so i fought,
she said i should pray at home,
in the prayer room,
i said the Lord was free to roam,
and couldn b contained,
even in ancient runes,
much less a room,
she replied i should do as told,
i told her i would not fold,
the Lord's in my heart,
driving out the cold,
il worship Him anywhere,anyway
i want,
coz i see Him,
in the rising sun,
in children, carefree
having fun,
in the determination,
when athletes run,
in the eyes of those starving,
clamouring for half a bun,
even death,
point blank through a gun,
is Him in disguise,
making sure our time is done,
its just that, people
dont realise,
except the wise, that
The Lord's too big,
to fit any size,
only revealed,
through hearts,
pure and nice,
So all you guys,
out there,
never fear, coz
He is here,
He is there,
always everywhere,
coz the whole universe,
is His lair,
His love, for us,
forever to share,
But my aunt dint care,
she made a big fuss, saying
worship in the prayer room,
is a must,
and that my love for Him,
wouldn last,
if i did not pray,
as she would entrust,
and i got mad, no
more like disturbed and sad,
and i wanted to,
start another row,
but then i realised,
y dont i just pray as she asked?
Bcoz i hardly pray in the prayer room,
n i haven done it anytime soon,
so if the Lord is everywhere,
He is inside there too, i
in my arrogance, neglected,
The Lord living in my own home, true,
n felt like such a fool,
regretting losing my cool,
realising the Lord,
had taught me something,
through my aunt His tool,
and even though,
i realised i was wrong,
it only increased my love,
for him, forever strong,
both in my heart,
and through this song.

Godlover

Beautiful Creed

Im this rapper Hybrid,
my words,
they have this beat,
can u feel it,
wen u read,
even without music,
to blast the streets,
my lines,
music in its seed,
coz music is the language,
i breathe,
its my belief,
its my creed,
that the Lord gave this to me,
giving life,
to emotions i feel,
writing it down,
keeping it real,
working hard,
never to bail,
showing the world,
that it aint just another tale,
i wont quail, i wont fail,
il struggle even through,
the toughest gale,
coz my heart's stronger,
than the average nail,
and nothings gona stop,
these words that sail,
with this rhythm into ur mind,
i aint lying,
just give me more time,
Even my critics,
would bcome fans of my rhymes,
So to all those out there,
ready to whine,
talking bad,
right behind,
putting up a front,
like everythings fine,
one day id start to shine,
and u wishing,
u weren unkind,
those of you, hating me,
those that i,
just cant see,
know this now,
however you be,
il never give up,
my beautiful creed,
Coz the Lord,
His love i keep,
leading me,
even through,
the darkest sea.

Godlover